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Grunt, belch, fart and strut day…

Sunday, February 4th, 2007

I’ve laughed hysterically at the AFV & You tube samples of arm chair querterbacks and pig skin loving couch potatoes. I probably will continue too.  Perhaps I need to be spanked?

As a kid the only thing I remember as a child was that football was beyond boring, and the fact that it took up entire chunks of days on TV was just the pitts… of course it was Canadian Football, and perhaps there in lies the secret of the total tetium and aversion I acquired…  

Now that I own the remote I can smile.  I can chuckle at work the next day as rivals continue to belch fart and posture…. 

I surfed on line today, intended to write & draw, but never got a chance.  I searched You tube on AFV’s dog collar testing and got a triple chuckle watching the guy who tested all six pain levels of a bark training collar.  LMAO!  Now just why did that fit so perfectly in to a day of farting belching football going on beyond the walls of my world? 

I will draw & post something new shortly & I have been writing, I just never mananged to get anything useful done today besides silly giggly stuff…. 

Here’s an old story some of you have already read… on topic any way..

Watching the Game

copyright 2004, patty

Both Eamon and Sheila were in a lazy mood and the weather outside was completely cooperative. Wind and drizzle made all but indoor activities attractive, and the busy week made quiet time appealing.

Sheila wanted to spend the afternoon relaxing with Eamon, but he wanted to watch a series of football games. Unfortunately that was an activity that was as close to Chinese water torture as Sheila could imagine. She tried negotiating for a movie and a game, but when Eamon held his ground that he wanted to see both games, Sheila sighed and gave up.

“You’re mean sometimes you know?” she pouted when it became clear he wasn’t going to give.

“Cut it out Sheila. I almost never want to do something like this. You get your way most of the time, today it’s my turn,” Eamon didn’t just make his case with a ‘play fair’ card he issued a warning with the tone of his voice. Sheila was no idiot she got the message and backed off.

Eamon was sweet though, when it came time for the first game to start, he made a tray with his tortilla chips, salsa and beer and carried it into the bedroom. For a while Sheila stayed in the family room doing her thing. Activity on the forum was very slow, and none of the afternoon movies appealed to her.

“What a crummy day!” she muttered to herself.

Frustrated and bored, Sheila got up and went to the bathroom. Coming out of there, she complained to Eamon that she had nothing to do.

“Write something or draw then,” he suggested.

“I don’t feel like it,” she pouted.

“Then come in here and join me,” he patted the mattress next to him.

“I hate football Eamon!” Sheila whined.

Eamon growled and gave her a warning look. “You’re not getting your way Sheila, I’m watching the game.”

“All I want is to spend time with you, and you won’t even do that.” Sheila knew Eamon did not respond well to whining, so she changed the tone of her voice to irritation.

He wasn’t having any of it.

“Cut it out!” he warned again. “You can come in here and watch the game with me or go do something else. Those are your choices.”

“There’s nothing else to do!” she grumbled and left him alone.

Back in the family room Sheila flipped through the channels again and quickly gave that up in frustration. Not even one post had appeared on the forum in three solid hours. “Damn it!” Sheila kicked the pillow at the foot of the sofa. She tried surfing to the reading sites, but couldn’t get her mind into reading spanking stories. She’d rather be living a spanking story, but Eamon wasn’t being very cooperative.

“I could piss him off,” she grumbled. Yes she could, but then she’d end up spanked, have an angry husband, and still have nothing to do. She’d really rather just have what she wanted, and that was quiet cuddle time with her husband. Finally she sighed, and folded up the laptop and carried it into the bedroom.

“Going to join me after all are you?” Eamon shifted over to make room for her beside him on the bed.

“May as well be bored in here as out there,” she complained.

Eamon turned his attention back to the TV, absently lifting his arm, then holding a pillow, until Sheila got situated up against his right side with the computer resting on a pillow on her lap. She tried engaging him in conversation, but she couldn’t get him to stay with her. The game was well underway, and he was engaged in it all the way.

Surprisingly, Sheila found it a little easier to concentrate on reading now that she was cuddled up against Eamon. She didn’t have his attention, but she did have his company. Now and then he’d load a chip with salsa give her a bite, and then finish it himself. They weren’t engaged in the same activity, but they were together and Sheila wasn’t as bored.

Her butt got tired after about half an hour though, and she had to rearrange herself. She put the laptop and pillow on the mattress and her knees up under Eamon’s arm and lay down on her stomach propped up on her elbows. When a commercial came on, she pestered Eamon by putting her feet in his face, he responded by kneading and smacking her ass.

“I have an idea,” he chuckled.

Sheila turned to look up as Eamon shifted up and back propping pillows behind him. Once he got where he wanted to be, he patted the mattress with his left hand.

“Put the computer here.”

“No Eamon, then you have both the TV and the computer!” Sheila misunderstood his plan.

“Put your bottom right here,” he patted his right thigh ignoring Sheila’s objection.

Sheila caught on immediately, and smiled. “K.”

“Hurry up before the game starts again,” Eamon instructed when she puttered up on her knees blocking his view of the TV too long.

When Sheila settled down across his thighs with a pillow under her chest, and the laptop in front of her, he put his hands down on her bottom and squeezed. “Take these down,” he tugged up on the waistband of her jeans.

Sheila smiled, and obliged, wiggling a bit to get her jeans down far enough. “Panties too?” she asked.

“This is good for now. Quiet, the game’s back on,” Sheila sighed as she saw his eyes glass over and fix on the TV. She wiggled some more to get comfortable, and started to read a new spanking story. At least she was comfy.

Eamon absently stroked her bum while he focused on the game. Both of them departed mentally into their parallel activities, connected only by distracted movements of his hand, or her bottom.

The story Sheila was reading was a good one. It was heavier on discipline than sex, but mind candy enough that she clenched and wiggled her bottom periodically as she read. Eamon answered her movements with equally random squeezes of her cheeks. More to acknowledge she was there than to engage with her movements.

“Ow!” Sheila yelped when Eamon announced a commercial with a solid spank.

“That was for being such a pain in the ass earlier,” he chuckled.

“You’re watching the game aren’t you?” Sheila grumbled and pretended to go back to reading. The petulant wiggle of her bottom betrayed her distraction.

“Well, now that you’re here where you belong, I’m going to deal with your whining from before,” Eamon announced as his hand came down in a series of moderate spanks. They stung, but they felt good too.

“Ow!” she complained and lifted her bottom against his hand when he stopped spanking to rub. “That hurts.”

“There’s that whining again,” Eamon started spanking again, this time a little harder.

Sheila dropped her head onto the mattress between her elbows, and closed her eyes. The sting of the spanking was just edgy enough that she had to steel herself for it, but she didn’t want it to stop. Soon her flesh warmed to it, and Sheila could relax. Eamon kept it up until the commercial was over.

Commercials were amazingly long! Sheila remarked to herself as she shifted her pelvis and bounced her cheeks to ease the lingering burn. Eamon kneaded and rubbed her bottom, and disappeared into the game. Sheila returned to the story. Her bottom was a perfect degree of warm to make reading spanking stories delicious. The next commercial brought another spanking, making the next story Sheila started reading even more appealing.

At half time, Eamon devoted a lot more attention to his wife.

“Lift up,” he smacked her. Sheila obediently lifted her hips and Eamon shimmied her panties down to her knees. “Now we’ll get some real work done here.”

Sheila clenched and relaxed her bare bottom. The activity during the commercials and the subject matter of the stories she was reading warmed her up for sturdy spanking play nicely. “You think you can make me behave?” she teased.

“I think so,” Eamon spanked her right cheek hard.

Sheila winced, and then retorted. “You’re paying attention to me aren’t you?”

“So you think you’re smart do you?” Eamon laid in hard for a good thirty or forty spanks.

It hurt more than Sheila would have liked, but she was also ready to play. “Yes I do.”

Eamon chuckled, and got busy showing Sheila just how smart she was. It was a thorough and sound spanking, but darn it! Sheila grimaced when the game started up again. Half time is just not long enough.

Her bottom was very hot now though, and the next spanking story was even better reading. The commercials during the second half of the game helped keep her bottom the right temperature and by the time the 1st game was over Sheila managed to catch up on four full updates on the woodshed.

They both needed to tend to comfort details between the first and second game. When they were done, Sheila eagerly returned to her position across Eamon’s lap, puffed up the pillow under her chest, and wiggled her bottom happily. Eamon grinned and patted her cheeks making her flesh bounce.

“All set?” he asked.

“Yes thank you,” Sheila smiled up at him with a twinkle in her eyes.

“Good,” Eamon renewed the heat in her bottom while the announcers set the stage for the game that was about to get underway. He had time to warm some other parts too before the action on the field started.

The game occupied his mind, but Sheila’s warm bottom occupied both of Eamon’s hands. The players ran patterns and plays, and Eamon watched them. Sheila read and crooned, and Eamon’s hands kneaded and rubbed her bottom.

The spankings during the second game were much more vigorous and spicy than they were during the first. Halftime was exactly the right length this time, and ended with Sheila bucking to the spasms of a spanking induced climax. Eamon patted and rubbed her more intently when the game resumed. He was a little more distracted than he had been earlier, but he did manage to re-engage with the game.

Sheila relaxed and enjoyed the aftermath of the halftime spanking, ready for the next commercial. She wasn’t able to focus on another story for the moment. During the next commercial, her fingers wandered down between her legs as Eamon warmed her bottom back up. That repeated during the next commercial and the next, and then for some reason, Eamon forgot about the game. When Sheila climaxed again, the last quarter was just starting.

Properly and thoroughly spanked for trying to make Eamon be with her, Sheila shifted herself lengthwise and scooted down on Eamon’s legs so he couldn’t reach her bottom any more. This time it was her turn to attend to his pleasure. She pulled his fly open and fished into his pants for the part of him that was very impatient for the game to end so it could come out.

Eamon objected briefly and tried to keep his mind on the last of the game, but Sheila’s tongue and lips on his penis said things he couldn’t ignore. Sheila didn’t know that Eamon’s eyes had closed. She was too busy to notice that she’d finally managed to get his undivided attention. Both of them lost track of time until Sheila’s ministrations brought Eamon close to crisis.

“Come here brat!” he sat forward and lifted her under her armpits. Sheila looked up and willingly let him lift her up so that he could finish ‘the way God intended.” Mounting him, she rocked vigorously on him until Eamon’s face contorted and he thrust up hard with his climax. Sheila pushed down and ground against him feeling the spasms of his climax like twitches under her.

When he opened his eyes, she grinned with a wicked twinkle. “You missed the end of the game honey.” Eamon smiled back.

“And for that you will be severely punished.”

….  it’s on topic any way…

 

The Break 2

Thursday, February 1st, 2007

(Same story, just told from a slightly different POV… I had a bit of a cry and I pulled out my shoe boxes.  Stuff I found Fred’s journal entries along with a tattered “sorry mom” letter signed by two wonderful kids went into this revision…)

And I added a bit more of the spicier details for those of you that like that.  I had a really nice session over the ottoman tonight, so nice my bottom is throbbing and the rest of me is nice and relaxed.  I think I just might go round two before bed and add some time with my vibrator after I refresh the burn on my backside…. hope you like this version… ;)

An ordinary day ?

At least that’s how it began. Eamon was appreciative that his wife almost never failed to roll with him and open to his early morning impulses. They were both morning people when it came to sex. “God!” he smiled stretching in the shower. “There’s nothing finer than being blessed with willing cunt in the morning.” He was sated but even so, the healthy ministrations of his hand and the Ivory lathered loofa still managed a momentary rise. If the clock and responsibilities weren’t calling, he might have worked the twinge a little harder to see if he had an athletic round two in him. “God willing,” he closed his eyes thinking … tonight was out there.

His day went predictably for the week before summer school. Finalizing lesson plans, running them by micromanaging superintendents, reviewing the transcripts for the special needs of the kids from the whole school district who were enrolled to make up his subject, meetings with parents and kids – all the usual goal setting. It had lost the appeal it once held for him, though he gave it his all. He was grateful this was his last summer school. Not that teaching had been difficult. It had certainly been, and still was rewarding, but the prospect of entering law enforcement excited him and refreshed his zeal for work.

Eamon’s day ended unexpectedly early. A novelty he wouldn’t get to enjoy again for 11 weeks once classes began Monday. When he got home to an empty house he wasn’t surprised, though his libido had to table the germ of a plan it was hatching. Summer vacation was almost a week in, and it was common for Sheila to have the kids out and about. He changed clothes freshened up and started a nice supper; barbeque lamb, rice, and Sheila’s favorite oriental greens salad with blue cheese.

When Sheila slammed into the house through the laundry room in a pre-occupied cursing fury, Eamon was startled. Clearly her day had not gone well.

She was less than forthcoming about what was up. Her signals were familiar; too familiar. He could interrogate and get immediate answers, escalate her mood, and deal with a hellcat of a wife who’d had a hell of a day, or he could try to let her gentle down and tell him in her own way.

The deciding factor was a haunted look of abject fatigue that flashed across her eyes when he caught her chin and kissed her hello before she could brush him off and push through to the bedroom.

He already knew how yesterday went with the kids. He had an idea that today hadn’t been much better. Turning around from nightshift to day life had always been hard for Sheila. Dealing with two very bright boys with unlimited energy and fuses that lit before 7AM, burned fast and hot, finding a thousand alternating, simultaneous more or less constant flares to set off, all day long required more than love and will. Eamon knew she’d been physically and emotionally out paced.

His wife was a loving, very sturdy parent so the fact that she’d come home alone, tossed a heavy bag of gear by the washer in a huff did raise eyebrows. Eamon let imaginary possibilities hover below the Plexiglas floor of adult reason.

“Where are the kids Sheila?” he intruded when she’d finally scrubbed the day’s stress & grub off her face and neck, hoping he could help her let go of hurdles and find a safe intelligent and secure place she could answer without smoke.

“Tell me honey,” Eamon wrapped his tense trembling wife into arms he hoped would help her feel reassured.

“Out!” She hissed. “I kicked them out of the car six miles ago, maybe eight. I didn’t see any space ships hovering, but if we’re lucky they’re abducted at least until Friday when you can be here with me to deal with their insanity.”

“Every thing was fine until Todd decided he’d rather have perch roll with potato salad rather than his usual blood dripping burger, with lettuce and pickles, but not until AFTER his burger was already served up to him in the only clean basket the girl had.

” ‘It’s a Brown basket! A Daddy’s basket!’ Todd just howled. ‘Daddy gets brown. Mine is red! I want perch! Brown gets perch with hash browns and Ketchup from the bottle! I want ketchup and perch!’ Bless his heart Chris stuck with his usual blue basket, but damned if he didn’t he make a stink about getting it with tan napkins, no fork and with coleslaw instead of curly fries.

“I placed exactly the orders we all agreed on, I swear honey,” Sheila sounded insecure.

“I believe you,” Eamon couldn’t help chuckle hearing the natural defensiveness creep into his wife’s voice.

Sheila let her mind float. “They were so good when we got to Blackbeard’s take out. Before I gave them change for the games I asked – Everyone wants their favorite or something else? When I got the typical pre-occupied, ‘money, already, gimme money, I’m not listening,’ bland pre-occupied, ‘Yeap silly, you know the rules Mom.’ I stupidly took them at their word. The worst thing I could have done, I know!

“I should have put my foot down grabbed and paid for what we got, brown basket, red basket, blue basket or green one, but instead I caved and re-ordered a Perch roll for Todd and curly fries for Chris. What happened? When the new order came all hell broke loose. Your oldest called the waitress a whore, Todd parroted him, and I could hardly manage an apology, so I hauled their butts out of there leaving twenty bucks behind. I was so mad Eamon. I could have cried but some one would have called the authorities on me. Useless mother alert!”

“Was it like that all day?” he pulled her tight, soothing her hair.

“No,” she sighed. “When we got started, we sang, we agreed on a great spot, put out the canopy, set up chairs, and ran the dogs ragged. Todd did a great job floating and they both knocked off well over 200 strokes each of side stroke, breast stroke, backstroke and free-stroke, they pranced around totally enthused when the noon tide surprised all of us, and we got over an hour of boogie boards and body surfing waves. They seized every great boogie wave we could catch. It was fun and peaceful, they were excited the coached each other, and other kids nearby. We had fun!

“Then Todd took the last good wave in as far as possible on his tummy, so he got some sand in his shorts. Chris rode his last ride standing, but his board crunched six feet short of Todd’s. I had to kick my board to pull Chris off Todd. The poor kid was having his victory ground in with a wedgie that was just wrong.” Sheila stopped recounting the day and just shook her head, feeling Eamon’s chuckle. “What is with you men that you learn so young to find that kind of humiliating torture funny? Chris and every other kid around was laughing hysterically, and poor Todd, he couldn’t help but cry, and they pounced! He won the distance on the last ride, and his jealous brother humiliated and took something so little away from him.” Sheila sobbed.

“So what did you do?” Eamon was genuinely interested now.

“I packed us up. I sent Todd back in the water to rinse his trunks, I put Chris to work packing up the boards, the cooler and the canopy. I shipped all the other kids off to their own folks and then I took Chris in the car and told him I thought he’d been a poor sport.”

“Anybody else hear you say that?”

“No,” Sheila whispered. “Not even Todd.”

“You did just fine honey,” Eamon reassured.

“Well you deal with them now. Just look at the car! If they ever come home, just look at their hair – their clothes! Hell Eamon, if my prayers aren’t answered and aliens don’t kidnap them, the coyote’s are probably going to sniff them out and maul them just to get the meal off their clothes. There’s no supper. They’re wearing it, and what they aren’t wearing is spackled and caked all over the back seats and windows. I’m done!”

“Go lie down OK. When they get in, and they will come home, I’ll get them cleaned up, send them in to make it up to you, and then you and I will have another visit with the paddle. OK?” Eamon hugged his wife again and nuzzled her ear.

“Not a bad girl though?” she worried, tipping her face up to search his expression.

“Stress relief. Hard enough and good enough, how’s that?” he cupped her chin and squeezed her lower lip with his thumb.

“Maybe,” Sheila wasn’t sure. He’d already spanked her last night.

“It will do all of us good. I’m looking forward to some nice hot ass tonight, and I think you need something firm to take the edge off. You’re running on raw nerves already and the summer’s hardly started. OK?” he smiled.

“OK,” she blushed. Truth be told her pussy was throbbing. She didn’t just need a spanking, she needed to have her bare backside paddled past the point of tears, and then she needed to be fucked even harder so she could sleep the sleep of the vindicated and the innocent.

No sooner did Sheila’s body ease down onto her bed, but the low rumble of voices wafted under the door and through the walls. Her errant children had come home after all; wisely passed over by intelligent aliens, and avoided by coyote’s with stronger instincts for self preservation than pangs of hunger. She knew she really needn’t have worried, but relief was one of the emotions that shivered through her. Six miles on the rural roads where they lived really was a safe and comparatively short hike even if it was a hot day.

Eamon couldn’t help laughing once he was alone to mull over Sheila’s version of her day. No matter what, he knew he was never going to be able to explain the innate competition that would compel an older brother to re-establish rank with a sand laden wedgie even if the younger sibling won fair and square. He loved her tender empathy for Todd’s plight, but even more, he was proud of her instincts not to belittle Christopher’s poor choice in front of his friends. She put her foot down this time, and he had to laugh at her method. He could just imagine the shocked look on the boys’ faces when she ousted them from the car on the shoulder of the road so far from home. It was hard for him to hold back a full blown belly laugh with the image.

His little men came home as he knew they would, in-spite of their mother’s irrational worries that they’d run away. Eamon did two things when they slunk into the kitchen, first he assured that they knew they were in for a reckoning for giving their mother a hard day and breaking half the rules in the book for acceptable behavior; then he commended them for their strength of character coming home to face the consequences.

“What do you think the proper outcome should be now?” Eamon asked his boys.

Christopher spoke up. “You should spank us.” Todd cried, but when asked if he agreed, he nodded.

“How about your mother?” Eamon coaxed.

“We better tell her we’re sorry,” both boys hiccupped through tears.

“Good, we’re agreed. Shower, change and come talk to Mom first, “Eamon dismissed his boys to their rooms.

**

Eamon served himself some of the supper he made while his wife snoozed and his children cleaned up.

The boys took their time making their way out of their rooms to face the music. They took turns in the shower, and dawdled for as long as they hoped would be allowable before coming back to the kitchen to face their father.

“What do you have to say?” Eamon faced them, his jaw set, and all of his insightful amusement and resolve melting pride properly caged behind a wall he’d had to learn to construct and invoke with difficulty over the years. Disciplining his children was a responsibility he accepted and respected, it was hard though. It tested his confidence and resolve and challenged his intense desire to do right by his family.

“We didn’t mean it,” Christopher spoke for the pair, Todd nodded.

“You told your mother you wanted your favorite, then bickered when you got what you asked for?”

“But she put mine in the wrong basket Dad?” Todd argued.

“Did you get what you wanted?”

“I guess,” he shrugged.

“Were you going to eat the basket too?”

“Dad!”

“I’m serious young man. You got your order right. How many times do you get your supper on the same color plate in this house?”

“Sometimes?”

“Always?”

“No.”

“Is the food wrong on a blue plate instead of a green plate?

“No.”

“Then why the tantrum in a restaurant when your mother was trying to give you a special day and a special treat?”

Todd shrugged. ” But…”

“No buts young man. You know the answer and it isn’t but.”

Eamon turned his attention to the oldest.

“Who took the longest wave in all the way?”

“Todd,” Chris barely whispered his response.

“Who?” Eamon growled.

“He did!” Christopher snapped.

“Yes he did! Only a poor sport does what you did.”

“But I came in on my feet!”

“Was that the goal ?”

“No, but I did it, and he didn’t!”

“Your seven year old brother took a wave farther up the beach than you. Last time I checked distance was the prize. At least in the game we’ve been playing until now. Did you win?”

“No.”

“Would you like it if I sanded your privates and made you cry in front of your friends because you won and I lost?”

“No.”

“Why did you do that?”

“I don’t know.”

“I think you do know.” Eamon’s tone was firm. Christopher nodded. Eamon didn’t push. He could see the shame in the silent admission, and he understood the instinct and the lesson that the boy had to internalize. No amount of lecturing or pain was going to make it real, only time, trust and success applying the lessons would make it real for him.

“Your mother’s worn out do you know that?”

Both boys nodded.

“She works hard looking after sick people all night. That makes her very tired staying up all day for a few days, right?”

“Yes,” two strained voices responded.

“What’s with both of you throwing food all over the car after Mom played with you all day and went out of her way to get you a treat for supper, paying double because one of you had a tantrum in public?”

“He pissed me off!” Todd stomped his foot and put both hands on his hips. Christopher wilted.

“You both crossed the line. What’s the solution?” Eamon’s tone was filled with warning.

“We’ll clean the car and tell mom we’re sorry?” Christopher tentatively volunteered.

“Fair start,” Eamon nodded. You will tell your mother you’re sorry. You will clean the car as best you can, and you will give up your allowances until the deep cleaning is paid for. Anything else?”

“Spanking?” Todd winced.

“Think you earned it?”

Both kids looked at each other, grimaced and hiccupped. “Yessir”

“Go kiss your mom, tell her you’re sorry, get your supper plates and take them to your rooms.”

Both kids started crying, but they obeyed.

Sheila embraced her boys when they tentatively opened and asked if they could come through her bedroom door. She hugged them and pulled them onto her bed with her. Apologies were easy. Hugs and kisses and chatter took a while. Eamon called a halt after about twenty minutes. The boys obeyed, collected their supper plates and went to their rooms.

Doors & windows were locked, their children were situated according to the house rules, in this case Todd took 5 licks of the strap, Christopher took 10, both boys ate their supper with their father stretched out in bed with them and both talked over their upsets privately with Dad. When their doors closed each was allowed to read whatever book was open until they were ready to sleep. Eamon took the time he needed to decompress and watch the news. Once all mandated bases were covered, he let his desires stray.

About an hour before he planned to call it a night, more than three hours after he gave her a supper tray, Eamon opened the bedroom door and told his wife to get in the corner and take her panties down. She’d been blissfully asleep, but was still desperately aroused. All she needed was about ten minutes to come to and some time to wash the sleep off her face.

She was given that and more.

“Did you handle today as well as you could have?” Eamon scolded as soon as he opened the bedroom door then closed it behind him.

“I tried honey!” Sheila whispered.

“If I said you did better than I would have what would you say?” he hissed with mock sternness.

“Did I?” she turned her face out of the corner with hope in her eyes.

“Mostly yes, your sense of their egos is uncanny, but you should have kept them in the car, brought them home and spanked them both right away.”

“I just can’t Eamon. What if I was wrong?”

“Were you?”

“No.”

“They need you to be firm Sheila.”

“I was Eamon. I put my foot down. I gave them what for. I just can’t spank. I just can’t.” Sheila sobbed.

“I know.”

“I’m sorry,” she whispered.

“Why?’

“Because you end up being the heavy all the time.”

“I think your six mile walk trumped any reasonable spanking baby. I’m impressed, ” Eamon laughed, and Sheila couldn’t help herself, she laughed too.

“Get over,” Eamon cut off discussion and ordered Sheila across his lap. She held back, but ultimately leaned down placing her bare bottom where it needed to be.

Eamon picked up the nine inch Bath & Body works bath brush Sheila got as a shower guest door prize years earlier and laid in hard. It was the spanking implement she feared and responded well to most. He reserved it for occasions when the point was particularly important. He knew that pain and tears were called for, and he knew that she needed to feel the effects for a few days. A nice red ass did wonders for Sheila’s sexual responsiveness, but periodically, it took more to break through her fears and insecurities. That need served them both well, and fortunately, usually the timing of their need to seek outlet meshed well. This was one of those times.

Eamon spanked Sheila as hard as he ever had, and Sheila lifted her bottom for it. Punishment and sex hadn’t blended well for them in the early part of their marriage, but in recent years they’d begun to open up to each other about the more secret aspects of the discipline they shared. A sound spanking was much more than a consequence, it was a pressure release valve for the natural tensions between them and it was an intensely satisfying outlet for their mutual sexual energies. This time Sheila needed to have her backside blistered, she needed to let go of the things she perceived as personal failures.

For Sheila, her husband was never more sexy than when he was firm, and uncompromising; though sometimes she was afraid of the pain and ashamed of her attitude, the certainty of consequences and his control and physical power always turned her on. For Eamon his wife’s sometimes reluctant submission turned him on even more than the visual and tactile rush of spanking her did. Dominating her and her response to it, even struggling and tears appealed to a deep need in him, especially because he knew how deeply she needed it.

This spanking’s intensity was amplified more than usual by their shared sexual kink. Sheila began to cry almost immediately, though instead of struggling against the pain, she embraced it. After a few minutes, as Eamon began to slow the pace, Sheila grasped the comforter tensed her whole body and gasped.

“No honey please, don’t stop. Harder. Spank me harder! Make me come. Please, do it hard!”

Eamon’s cock stiffened as he obliged his wife. He loved it when she needed the brutal side of him like this. Sheila responded to the faster harder spanking lifting her bottom with rhythmic thrusts. The guttural sounds she made as her mind and body reveled in the challenge of intensifying pain and pleasure spurred him on to sustain the harsh cadence.

“Oh fuck! Ow! Oh God! I’m going to come! I’m going to come! Ow! Ow! Fuck! Don’t stop! Harder honey! Ow! Ow! Ow!” Sheila’s whole being felt like it exploded when the first intense percussive spasms took her cunt. “Oh Fuck! Ungggggg! Harder!, More!” Her hips churned as she rode out a blissful climax. When she was spent, her body eased and relaxed. She became a boneless compliant contented woman comfortable across Eamon’s lap, her bottom wobbling and soft as he administered ten very hard finishing smacks, and then, when he applied his hands to squeeze and rub her flaming flesh, she cooed, her arousal immediately began to crest again. It was Eamon’s turn now, and she could tell by the brutality of his massage, that he needed to fuck her hard and fast. She eased closer to his body, pressing his rigid cock between her pelvis and his, humping with the squeezing rhythm of his hands, encouraging his ministrations.

“Mmmmm you’re ass is hot. You are so fucking sexy when you’re properly spanked and I know you’re going to sit tender for a good long time,” Eamon lifted Sheila to stand in front of him, Standing with her to pull open his fly and release himself. He didn’t waste time taking his pants of, but rather dropped them just enough to get down to business. He settled back down on the bed, resting back on his elbows. “Get on and ride me bitch. Ride it or I’ll whip your ass harder.”

Sheila smiled and obeyed climbing up on her knees above him. Both of them gasped as her slick warm pussy eased down on his thick rigid shaft. Sheila teased, pushing down slowly forcing Eamon to grasp her ass and pull her down hard. “Fuck me!” he growled. Leaning down Sheila kissed Eamon, her hips rocking quickly, and grinding her slick juices onto his pelvis. Her movements were fluid, as her tongue penetrated his mouth begging for his to reciprocate. Quickly reaching the pleasure, plateau, Sheila closed her eyes and stretched back upright riding her husband like a queen. She wanted it to last forever, his cock filling her, his hands squeezing her bruised battered bottom, but it couldn’t. She held off the spasms of a second climax for a little longer than four minutes, but inevitably her body couldn’t stop it. Need forced her thrusts to become faster until her comfortably swift canter became a desperate gallup, Eamon responded thrusting up and grinding hard with her each time her hips rocked her pussy and pulsing clit against him.

“That’s it baby, fuck it, fuck it hard!” Eamon felt the spasms shudder through her and reveled as the muscles of her cunt clamped and released him

“Jesus honey! I love you so much,” she whispered, leaning back down to kiss Eamon again.

“I love you too,” Eamon rolled them, spreading her thighs wide, placing her calves over his shoulders using the natural tension of the stretch as leverage for his thrusts. Now it was his turn to fuck, and his need was intense. Fast and hard his cock was a piston inside her engine Sheila watched his face as he thrust toward his release, smiling and gripping his arms when his eyes closed and his face froze in the familiar grimace that signaled the point of no return. She thrust with him when his hips literally pounded the first jets of his come into her, and then they both reveled grinding out the last perfect spasms of completion together.

They kissed and held each other remaining coupled for many more minutes. Sheila was first to break the trance.

“Will you spank me again in the morning please?”

Eamon laughed. “Take care young lady you might get more than you bargain for.”

“Yes please,” she smiled, and rolled so she could spoon her very well tended bottom back up against his belly and cock. Sheila fell asleep and did not rouse when Eamon got up to undress and tuck both of them under the covers.

Sheila was given exactly what she asked for before Eamon went off to work the next day, Another spanking just a little bit too hard, so that when Eamon kissed her good bye, he was treated to the endearing sight of her tear stained face, gentle smile and “thank you.” He went into his day with the image of his wife stretched out on her stomach with her bare bottom very red and bruised on display.

Sheila had a much better day. In fact, the sense of calm stayed with her for several days. Eamon wouldn’t have to spank her hard again for well over a month, though they did enjoy some stinging play more than once in the interim.

Break time….

Sunday, January 28th, 2007

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Chapter 1;  Summer Break begins 

Sheila walked in the house, her mind still consumed by the events of the last four hours. The last 40 minutes in particular had left her spitting nails into thin air and lecturing the warm empty car seats that were once occupied by a pair of selfish snotty little boys. Her skin buzzed with a mix of anger, frustration, fatigue and helplessness. She didn’t expect to find her home occupied when she pushed open the laundry room door with a firm bump of her hip, and truth be told, had counted on some empty space to vent some pent up steam in for a while. “What’s with you banging in here like that?” his obtuse question inflamed her rawest nerve. 

How did he do that?’ she growled under her breath picking up the beach bag full of towels and sundry toys she’d lugged in from the car and dropping them in the basket beside the washing machine. ‘How does he always manage to ask the most obtuse useless questions right when all I can do it bite his head off?’ She didn’t answer. She knew that wasn’t the wisest way to handle things, but her temper was up, and damn it she’d earned and really deserved the private moments she sought to indulge it. Eamon didn’t see it that way, though granted he was oblivious to what had worked to help put her in the mood she was in and didn’t have a clue that his unexpected presence in the private space she sought so frantically was just another irritant. 

“Hey?” he shared his confusion and irritation at being ignored and dismissed when Sheila pushed past his hulking frame where he hovered in her way in the kitchen. “Don’t! Just don’t!” she growled, holding her hand up while she shook her head warning him off. 

She saw in his expression that Eamon didn’t like her behavior and tone. She also sensed that he wasn’t going to be receptive to having her take out frustrations he had nothing to do with on him. “I’m at my whit’s end right now honey, please, just leave me alone.” “Where are the kids?” Eamon realized and smiled. 

“Kidnapped by aliens I hope,” she hissed, tears and fear burned the corner of her eyes. She left that statement hanging and made her way back into her bedroom where she could wash her face, change and cry. “I’m a terrible mother….” 

*********** The morning got off to a sweet start, with Eamon pressing his cock up inside her, gripping the still tender butt cheeks he’d spanked hard ‘just because’ the night before, thrusting into, kissing and owning her, making her come three times before filling her with his climax. After he left to work letting her linger and properly come awake into a day that belonged to the first week of summer vacation with two boys, seven and nine, Sheila masturbated coating her pussy with the essence of her husband that oozed from her. She was able to steal a precious languid half hour before noises from other parts of the house slowly forced her up and into the shower. 

Bliss quickly gave way to the bickering of a pair of listless boys whose new onset freedom and the overwhelming novelty of whole days to fill, had temporarily suspended their ability to self regulate. In their minds, all of a sudden they had nothing to do but pick at each other. Yesterday was about to start all over and yesterday had been hell on earth. Sheila knew without question that she was never going to match the staying power and stubborn will of one, never mind two grounded boys whose raw energy had already escalated to blows as a preferred out let. They needed to get out and into some prolonged vigorous activity or they were going to drive her insane. Having come off nine month of night shift into barely a few days of living in the day, she was going to have to dig for the energy that providing that for them was going to entail. She kept her sights on Cub Camp, Wrestling Camp, swimming lessons, Art Camp, Day Camp, Family Vacation and the Dad’s week. Summers always had this pattern. Intellectually she knew it. Why Mom’s week was always two weeks, and why it was always first was a deal she thought could do with negotiating now that she was working nights and the kids were getting bigger. 

Yesterday she knew she was in it now, and this morning she knew that life with her kids would not be improved by grounding them to their rooms for another glorious summer day. It wasn’t their fault that she was exhausted. It wasn’t their fault that a full year of full days had suddenly left them in a vacuum they were ill prepared to cope with. Up till now they’d had space to play in and friends their ages to play with. This year had introduced unexpected changes into their lives; three families of ‘best friends’ had picked up and moved away. They would have too, but with career changes in the works for Dad, the money just wasn’t there. So now Todd and Christopher had no local playmates even close to their own age, and highway and shopping mall construction had taken over and ruined the huge multi-acre wilderness that had for years been a huge landscape for childish adventure. Ground hog Paradise was bulldozed. Granite tower, a literal Stonehenge epitomizing super power for 7, 8 and 9 year olds had been pulverized. Boulder city was no more.  All winter the awe and novelty of watching heavy equipment lay waste and destroy their playground never quite registered. It had been cool while it happened. Especially while they could watch from their huge dining room window. Now that it was fenced forbidden territory anger and rebellion replaced awe, the loss was real. Mom took the brunt when after the first weekend and then Monday with no school didn’t come through with all the wished for possibilities of freedom.

Boredom set in, and along with it came restless energy. Pleas for cooperation, suggestions for diversion worked for a day or so, and then not even threats worked. Finally, yesterday afternoon, at the end of her tolerance, Mom invoked punishment and two very aggressive little boys went to bed at 2 PM and stayed there. Dad didn’t question, instead he visited his boys in their respective cells, reinforced the sentence and reinforced that he expected to see better behavior in the days to come. Mom and Dad had super alone while their kids ate sandwiches and milk alone in their rooms, no TV, no radio, no games … books if they wanted to read, but no talking, no freedom no contact. Later when they cuddled on the sofa, when Sheila let tears trickle down her face during the news, Eamon squeezed her shoulders. “What’s wrong?”

“I’m no good,” she sobbed.

“No good at what?” Eamon was oblivious, but engaged.

“I’m a rotten mother. I just yell at them, make them mad and give up.”There was silence.

“Tell me baby,” Eamon finally squeezed his wife’s shoulder then pulled his torso up so he could see into her eyes. 

“I did everything they wanted Eamon. We hiked the creek and used the nets to catch pollywogs hold them see if they had leg bud yet and let them go, hell I even kissed one and named it Todd junior. Then Christopher pushed Todd in the water calling him a wuss. I helped them laugh it off asnd apologize, then I walked in a handstand because they begged me to all the way down the path from the Harris’s to home and offered a dollar to both if they could help each other make their personal best. 2 steps, 5 steps, 2 feet or 10 feet, personal best was the goal. All that did was make Todd upset because Chris could get more than 10 steps for his weak try at three. He’s only seven Eamon! Nobody expects more and we don’t push him like that either! Even when I stepped in and I held both of them up so they both made it further than the best in the family they ended up brawling. I made their favorite lunch and they screamed at each other about who like it first and whose real favorite it was, then Christ threw his lunch at Todd and told me to eat it myself. I screamed at them honey. I gave up and put them to bed and told them they were monsters.” Sheila let here tears escape into a flood. 

Eamon suppressed a chuckle and just held his wife. Hearing the whole story of the day, he was tempted to add to the consequences she’d imposed on their boys, but resisted. Raw energy and pride had a tendency to fuel aggression. They were good kids and he suspected that they’d been given a fair message that they deserved the chance to heed before escalation of consequences was imposed. He did have a sense that not just their raw needy energy was playing a role in the mix, so he lifted his wife off the sofa an hour before their usual bedtime, and tugged her to bed. He gave her a gentle bath and then climbed in with her encouraging her every stroke and ministration before lifting her out of the tub and taking her over his lap. He spanked her slowly but firmly at first, then harder and more vigorously until he felt her come. Then he took her for his own release and they fell asleep. 

***** 

He needed to reinforce things in the morning. She embraced and reveled with him in what felt like perfect closure, and now, here he was after a hard day at work dealing with a wife even more out of sorts and no answers about where their kids were. 

“Sheila?” Eamon came up behind her in the bathroom as she scrubbed flooding tears off her face with cold water and a half dry face cloth. 

“Please leave me alone,” she hiccupped into the rough white fabric. 

“Sheila!” he wasn’t going to leave it at that. 

“Fuck off Eamon! They’re getting exercise! Exercise they NEED! Just leave me alone please!” Sheila stood up and turned around to glare into her looming husband’s eyes. Eamon couldn’t help the twinkle that shone in the corners of his eyes, and even though she saw it, Sheila couldn’t help but burst into tears. 

“I threw them out of the car OK. They were bickering, they bickered all day even about who could swing first, every other minute they were punching each other, pulling arm hairs, twisting arms, giving Indian sunburns, screaming, cursing. I bought three favorite lunches. All of a sudden, now that our usual choices are paid for, Todd wants Dad’s favorite lunch and he’s never liked his, and now that it’s paid for, even after I asked what everyone wanted up front, even though Chris wanted onion rings instead of curly fries. They threw all of their lunch at each other. They opened and squirted ketchup everywhere! Go look at the car! I’m not cleaning it up. I’m just not! When they wouldn’t stop, I stopped the car and warned them that they made promises to both of us last night, and I promised them promises will be kept all around. When they both told me to shut up, I told them to get out of the car. I told them to walk home if they thought they still deserved a home and dared to face the consequences.” Sheila’s sobs intensified. “They’re going to run away now. They know they’re in for it if they come home. I’ve ruined my kids and I’ve thrown them away!” She cried inconsolably for close to an hour. Eamon swatted her ass more than once when she blubbered and let her fears stray into useless and extreme wallows of fear. He knew she was exhausted, he also knew his kids, spirited and rambunctious though they could be loved their mother. 

Then shortly after 4 PM the back door squeaked on its hinges. A pair of dusty exhausted boys tried to sneak into their home unnoticed. Sheila’s tears disappeared, and though a relieved smile owned her soul and betrayed deep gratitude to her husband’s lips in a deep almost lost kiss, firm resolve ruled. They’d been walking for two and a half hours in 89 degree heat. The full water bottles she’d thrown with them out on the shoulder were just about empty. When her boys started their day bickering, Sheila searched her soul for a diversion they all could enjoy. The beach! For a hopeful 6 hours it seemed to be the ticket. Her happy clan worked in tandem gathering suits, towels lotion and even helping choose juices and snacks. The drive out was fun. Songs, jokes, ‘did you know that,’ chatter ruled and was amicable. Even the first three hours of beach time were fun and peaceful. It was gearing up to come home that started things going down hill, and the 20 mile drive home that pushed tempers to the nadir. Less than 6 miles from home Sheila gave in. Her kids knew the way home, the roads were rural but safe, she needed head space, they needed a firm lesson and she wasn’t up for dragging them home for a whipping she just couldn’t give them. 

A day that started out well went sour. It wouldn’t be the first yuk day out of a life time of mostly great days all tolled, but it was one. Eamon dealt with his boys. They had no way to know that their mother stood with her panties at half mast in the corner sobbing, grateful that her kids had come home, after being afraid that she’d lost them and had failed as a parent with them. When Dad got through with them, their backsides were scalded, and then their bellies and ears and hearts were filled up. They went to bed early again only this time they woke up with respect for their lot and without out vengeance. 

Eamon also spanked his wife very hard and very firmly before he let her go to bed that night. Not for the way she’d handled her boys. He thought she’d done an exemplary job with them and it was his follow up and support of her authority that fell short. He spanked her hard because she’d shown so much fear of her role, so much insecurity of her choices and so little faith in him to support her. She stood in the corner, her body and bottom bare, just her panties at her knees for an hour. It was a quiet wait, so many worries kept her company. Then he came to bed and called her to him. 

“I love you!” he whispered. 

“Why?” she sobbed. 

“Because you’re you. Come here!” he scolded. 

“I’m not your child Eamon!” she objected. 

“Nope you sure aren’t,” he agreed. 

“But you treat me like one,” she held back. 

“I do not! I love your strength I love you in every way and I love your submission. You need this,” he opened his arms to his wife, and she melted into him. Giving her soul up to every torment that she couldn’t answer to was giving her bare backside to his hand. Pain was secondary release primary to her soul. 

Spank me, spank me, spank me, spank me…………………. 


 
 
 
 

 

Santa Baby

Wednesday, December 13th, 2006

Got a karioke machine? Try singing the lyrics typed here along to this original tune …. Santa Baby

Santa Baby, slip a paddle under the tree
For me
Been and awful bad girl, Santa Baby,
So shimmy down my panties tonight

Santa Baby, a sturdy leather tawse and switch too
From you
I’ll wait bent for you, dear, Santa baby
So shimmy down my panties tonight

Think of all the swats I have missed
Think of all the Toppies I’m gonna tease
Next year I could be just as bad
If you’ll check on your bad girl list

Santa baby, I need a spanking that’s firm and sore,
A lot
Been a bad girl all year, Santa Baby,
So shimmy down my panties tonight

Santa Honey, one little thing I really need
The deed
My bare ass on the line, Santa Baby
So shimmy down my panties tonight

Santa Cutie, stripe my backside well with a tawse
And cane
Sign your X on my flesh, Santa Cutie
And shimmy down my panties tonight

Come and tan my errant ass
With some straps bought at Leatherthorn
I really do believe in you
Lets see if you believe in me

Santa Baby, for got to mention one little thing
The sting
T’s what I’m counting on, Santa Baby
Hurry down my chimney tonight, to shimmy down my panties just right, hurry … tonight

Mental muddles & where they let you go…

Monday, December 11th, 2006

Do you ever have stretches of time where you feel out of touch with your own mind? Where completing a linear thought feels like a super human task? I’ve started and abandoned a hundred posts about topics from copyright to spanking to going to weddings to just being to silly poems and sexy sensual vignettes over the last weeks.

LOL, Yeah I’m admitting that for the last several weeks I’ve been close to vegetative. Having computer problems hasn’t helped, especially because in my muddled pre-occupied state I’ve made the mistake of mostly hoping they’re transient glitches and will go away. Well they weren’t and they won’t. My laptop has officially crashed as far as internet connectivity goes, and I will be lucky to rescue anything before I have to resort to a full system restore. The real challenge is not just going to be getting back my half done never posted writings and all of my saved archives from he old blog, but also finding the CD’s & what the heck I did with my software including the discs that came with the laptop.

In the meantime I’m back using my G-Mac. It was buggy, shutting down with no warning, every 20 minutes or less, but since I did its system restore, upgraded the Tiger OS 10 version it came with and have refrained from loading any windows based programs on it, so far … touch wood … secret no jinx prayer and water & salt “keep this system up and going please, please, please all you IT gods & goddesses,” it’s been behaving… well for the 36 hours I’ve had it back on and in use anyway.

I’m without a scanner & printer driver & without my photoshop or any equivalent image managing software. Yeah I have some new drawings done including a silly CSW logo thing, but before I can use my scanner, I’ve got to bite the bullet & buy the Mac versions of Photoshop or the fire thing that comes with macromedia. I’m also without Frontpage, the software I used to create this blog and the connected gallery website. I’ve got Freeway, but it’s very different than Frontpage. I’ll have to rebuilt the whole gallery in Freeway and re-upload it in order to be able to edit any of the pages going forward. Even my more complex, but paid for Dreamweaver Macromedia suite version is the Windows version. At least with Dreamwaever I know how to preserve the Frontpage basics. I’ve got three very expensive programs that I own, paid for legitimately & can’t use on my Mac! That really pisses me off. This business of license by machine is a racket. I’m the owner, I’ve paid a whole shit load of money, the fact that I have to move every year or so to a new machine, or that I may own two different operating systems at one time should not limit the portability of products I have paid through the ringer for!… I can move every other high dollar appliance that I own with me wherever I go. I should be allowed to move software that I paid more than my computer for with me too!!!!!!

OK, I’m done ranting…. But… just so you know,

The wordpress interface for this blog supports absolutely none of the rich text posting tool bar, just like blogger didn’t, so I’m back to having to use raw code just to make simple posts y’all can read again … but … when I restored this Mac to it’s basic system to try and cure it’s bugs, I lost all the sample how to code for this & that files I’d saved and clustered in a tool box folder, so, I’m once again barely literate and in need of motivation to go hunting for how to tutorials again.

Like I said I’m not quite competent to complete an actual thought lately, forcing myself back into adapting to a Mac environment instead of riling against its incompatibility with 90 % of what I want to do the way I’m economically set up to do it, is a bit beyond me for the moment… It will have to do & I will have to fix my laptop or do without it; even buying a new one will not give me back everything I had loaded on it….

Getting myself organized so I can actually get a post up at all has taken me three days.

Oooooooooohhhhmmmmmmmmmm mMmMmMmMmMmMmMmmmmmmmmmmm Uhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm…..

Come with me to the sensual release of all the preceeding nervous tension… As Magdelena of Myths and Metawhores suggests with Water Baby’s hmmmm… here’s an attempt at a distracted erotic aside….

I came in the door, a disconnected urgency disrupted or rather I would better say, prevented, my peace. Lately, everything and anything had taken on the power to occupy my mind. I was overwhelmed with my own mind’s miriade of voices, thoughts, baseless urgent impulses that chattered and carried on with little more than disconnected, disjointed just noise. Nothing at all with any semblance of meaning managed to pierce the din, until the sensual silken cool of the evening air made it possible for me to find the simple words tonight. “Shut up!” I whispered to the muddled, chatter that had been my thoughts for days.I’d driven home with my car windows open, and the bordering on cold air had just about taken my senses over. Some of you may not be able to identify with this, but as a woman raised where there are seasons, and real and severe cold was an entrenched part of life … there are times when it truly feels like nature takes that kind of cold and turns it into a cruel tease down here. An evening kissing the 50’s where driving home reminds you what cool feels like and that sweaters have a purpose, both refresh senses and pester them. By the time I chirp locked my car, collected my mail and locked my front door behind me, my flesh was awake and wanting the kind of attention that, while it might eventually sooth, would first bring a crest to all the screaming desires that my intellectual confusion couldn’t drown out any more.

I needed to feel a a no holds barred spanking. I needed to come. I needed my flesh to properly answer the teasing, and trembling that the cool front driven air that I revel in and grumble so much about this time of year; the cruel tease of the cold, the sensual far too transient cool, and then the persistent, cruel, dominating heat that always comes back too soon, and will not even let the cool possess a week to play with my senses…. My senses, my needs, all of me was on edge.

The hot water and stiff pulse of the shower massage were completely successful in capturing and corralling the scatter my mind had become. The heat and battering of the pulsing water even tried to reign in my errant and needy senses. My flesh blushed deep pink with the heat, my mind fell asleep with the warmth and rhythmic drum of jets, my nerves came alive and expectant with the harsh pulsing throb the water became.

Just as the tease of the silken cool of the south TX winter air left me feeling a nameless restlessness, the heat and vigorous pulse of the water focused my needs. Warmed, feeling cleansed and needy I took the bath brush to bed, my sheets covered with bath towels, my pillows piled ready to take my hips propped for what was to come.

The spanking began slowly inhibited by the sting of wood directed with purpose against water warmed and very wet flesh. The purpose quickly won out, and achieving more sting beat that. There is an odd sensual glory in the experience of a very scalded bare bottom. There is nothing at all on earth to compare with coming hard an more than once as a hard wood brush relentlessly and frantically impacts your battered bare bottom, unless it happens when someone you care about is the one who wields the brush.

My shower was sweet, my spanking sweeter, and then, as much as I took the warmth of the water to reinforce my love of the truly transient weather, the hot pulsing shower massage took my pussy again the way he would have…. Hot, hard and rough…

Like I said, I’m in a mental muddle…. slightly refreshed … now though, but Lordy!

An Evening……..

Sunday, December 3rd, 2006

His firm hand pressed the small of her back quieting her instantly.  He placed it with perfect, crisp, weight, guiding her away from flames her temper just ignited and threatened to fan.  Her bottom cringed and her body shivered with gooseflesh and secret knowledge.   Both felt the millisecond of stiff rebellion that froze then trembled through her.  The salsa lilt that filled the room as the band opened a new set, gave him an almost perfect rolling wave to use to lift and lead her away from table chatter trouble and on to the dance floor.  She let her body answer his.  “Look at me,” his growl perceptible over the rush of blood in her ears and the frenetic music that blanketed the whole room, only because her shoulder pulled up hard against the sudden cringe against his hot breath on her neck and forced her mind to pick the words out by instinct.

She couldn’t obey.  Instead she buried her face in his festive tie, wishing the lapels of his dark jacket would stay propped and keep her face forever hidden from everyone. 

It was the music, the gleefully oblivious progression of the salsa, that gave her no choice.  Natural steps took her back, lead her around, and while his one hand still held firm on that one most meaningful spot, the other gave its hold on her shoulder over to his elbow so that fingers found and took ownership of her chin.

“Look at me now!’

“I’m sorry,” she whispered.  Reluctant to face the awful image of herself in is eyes, she tilted her face up to his obediently, but her eyes rebelled.  She managed only momentary eye contact, able to hold his gaze only long enough to find the deep glowing light there that belonged only to her, and then disgust with herself forced her eyes to close again.

“You’re going to be when we get home.”

She pressed her face back into his chest and nodded her head.  She knew.  She was finally freed.  It was done.  She’d felt it coming all day.  The witch that just escaped her mouth had been bouncing off the walls like a child on a sugar high, barely kept in check for hours.  All day she’d been nibbling the sickly sweet marshmallow of fatigue and frustration, its effect, a cloying barely perceptible headache, a fully loaded temper clip and a trigger worn thinner than a hair.

He pulled her closer and his right hand slipped lower and squeezed.  Her whole body relaxed, and for the rest of the entire 60 minute set they danced.   Salsa, waltz, C&W line, C&W /blend polka, waltz, salsa, waltz, line dance, waltz, tango, waltz, waltz, waltz, waltz, salsa, salsa, salsa and then super salsa ended by longest slow waltz.

He’d taken her on to the dance floor to burn off steam.  She felt lighter and breathless, her body coated with a fine film of sweat.  Laughter during recovery from the hour’s exertion was the only energy left.  The reassuring strength of his embrace, augmented the athletic ritual of the dance, and consumed the poison of the day and totally damp the inflammatory venom that had been fuel to the flames he’d had to save her from.  Even though the night would continue into wee hours for many, for these two this dance signaled their good night.  With him behind her, she made a graceful round of the ballroom; thank you-s and embraces of all who’d made the year successful were mandatory before she could leave.  This time her mind was cleared enough that every kiss and hug was sincere.

He held the car door and helped her tuck her dress in.  The timber of the door’s closure and purpose in his stride around the car sent a prickling reminder across her bottom.  Her evening was not over yet.  There was nothing to say on the drive home.  Both allowed the cool evening air to work its silken magic, soothing tense muscles, cooling sweat damped flesh, and cleansing exhausted lungs.  She allowed calm submission envelop her, letting go of all will not imparted by him.  Their car, their destination and all that would follow were completely under his control. 

Once in the driveway, shortly after the tires crunched to a halt, her door opened and his hand reached down for hers.  She came up to stand with him gracefully, her body easily molding to his.  The welcome home embrace they shared was brief, replaced by the short sensually rich walk into the house.  The chirps and clunk of the keyless lock securing their car played accompaniment to their fist few steps inside.  Surrendering her will often had the effect of heightening her senses.  His hand on her back, pressing and slipping against the cool slinky fabric of her dress infused heat and power to her flesh.  The air carried the scent of deepening fall and coming frost.  The dark amplified the sounds of tree limbs groaning and squeaking pressed gently together by the weight of the night, rusted by an almost imperceptible cold breeze. The cold hardened gravel and angel stone aggregate crunched under shoe leather loudly enough to obscure thought, and then keys coughed up a short if intrusive brass chatter.  His arm instinctively wrapped her shoulders when she shivered.  He held her close, acknowledged her shiver with a kiss behind her ears and then pushed her forward into the living room.

“Go inside and get ready for bed.  I’ll be with you in a few minutes.”

The ritual of the long familiar wind down after of an evening out took over.  Zippers, hooks and clasps in multiples were let go.  The weight of clothes fell away the uncomfortable irritation of cold pretentious glitter lifted off mercifully. Water ran, soap suds and terry cloth cleaned still more camouflage away.  By the time he joined her in the master bath she was wrapped comfortably in bulky well worn cotton jersey imbued with his scent and was settled with just as much ease on the toilet.  It never ceased to amaze her how brushing his teeth seemed to be the only step in his ritual, and how as soon as she flushed the toilet, he took her place - and that when she finished with her teeth, they were both done and he was patiently waiting for her.

She followed his lead to bed knowing the house was locked up, the security system on, all windows closed and the A/C was switched to heat and the temperature reset to 45 degrres F.  The sensual silk and cotton chenille throw was tossed over her side of the bed.  The Vermont country store bath brush rested on the pillow on his side.  She’d left panties off tonight because she knew something would be there.  Momentary panic made her halt against his guiding arm.  It wasn’t a cane or switch, it wasn’t the brat loop, it wasn’t the school master strap … she’d almost expected one of these were owed her, even so, the implement laid out ranked among the first of her most feared.

“Please no?” she begged.

“You know the rules,” he reminded, and she did.

She cried out with every impact.  “Ow!  Please!”  In short order her bottom as on fire, red, hot and even deeply bruised, marked and punished by the harshest of blows.  Pian made her riggle and buck.

Now that her world was changed forever and his active arm gone, she’d let herself ease away from fear.  Until now, like no, when fearful implements gave her dreams of him back, the kind of power he’d really kept and owned with her 

His image and expressed faith in her stayed with her.  His passing and the physical change in her life still managed to let her keep it to lean on. 

“Why do you let so much venom into your temper?”  His hand took hers and she laid down across his remembered thighs.  She had no answer.  “I don’t know!”  The brush laid in hard until tears crested her lower eyelids. 

“Please!” she whimpered, and she felt him soften.  He spanked her only just to tears this time.

“You’re getting soft sweet thing,” his essence whispered quietly as she fell alseep.  She nodded and let him lift her properly to bed.  Penetration was delicate though the thrusts that followed took more than her submission and pleasure. 

Dreams and time feed this.  Friday’s cold lonely must go to parties no matter what reality fed this.  She lives alone, yet really never is alone, her memories and desires invade, engorge and yes even enrich her truth. 

She missed this.  She soooooo missed this.