No, I guess I have to say I’m not OK
Friday, January 29th, 2010I’ve been lonely, stressed and trying to work through it. I’ve had trouble with the holidays for a long time. I thought this year would be easier, but I was wrong. Now Valentines is coming it was a real special time for me once. I miss y’all but I just can’t muster what it takes to be up.
I’m within a few months of probable foreclosure on my home, and I can’t even begin to fathom how to begin to pack. If I can’t keep my american express account alive I’ll loose this web site and everything I have on it. This Mac is incompatible with Go Daddy. I can’t even back it up or even get onto Satin & Leather or the other sub-sites I tried to get up. I can’t even update pattysgallery.com main site that I intended to be a home for all my artwork… Now that I’ll probably loose it I guess that’s moot.
I love my job, but I have so much to learn and waning energy. I’m not a savvy political animal when it comes to actual US politics (yeah I can run rings around the politics of a hospital) but my current job requires a whole different skill (and knowledge) set. Needless to say I’m stressed by the changes in that department of my life too.
AND I’ve let my friends down. I owe, I owe, I owe. There it is.
Here’s a very old vanilla image that’s actually quite a large painting…. will the wind or the sand bury the once sturdy tree 1st? It’s been on my mind a lot these days.
No promises about when WW or Lindy’s choice will update now. There are just too many things going on that are taking my attention away from fun.
I’m sorry.
Love
patty