John, you will always be welcome. I’m content.

:) patty

I hope that my name in your mailbox is not unwelcome. I regret the way our relationship ended so abruptly (mostly my doing, though it’s never completely one person’s “fault,” is it?)–and for that I am very sorry.

Delighted however, to see that you did try, try again, as the saying goes, and that you seem to have been the recipient of many good spankings and intimacies since last we spoke. I hope that your buddy remains as your ‘bestest friend’ (as you said.)

Enjoyed all the drawings I saw that you’ve done in the past couple years. I so admire your talent. I’m still keeping my hand in it as well, but I’m years behind ya’ in developing my skills!

Well, just wanted to say I’m glad you’re alright. And to tell you that things will work out for you somehow (because Providence deems that they always do!) I sincerely doubt–despite what your horizon looks like at present–that you’ve had your last spanking. For someone such as yourself that would indeed be a cruel fate!

May God richly bless you now and always,

John

I will comment; When I was widowed, long ago, I decided not to burden myself with grief, but to consider my life as an adventure with a new phase starting at that time. It has had joy, sorrow, grief,a 3-month marriage, and various highs and lows. We don’t know what the future will hold for any of us, but whether we seize it or endure it, it will be the future. Don’t let it defeat you! It sounds as though you are pretty much on track, and I have no doubt but that you will persevere. Have faith in GOD and try to keep your sense of humor. Enjoy what you can, and endure what you must.
Blessings and happiness,
George

Welcome here Master Retap. Thank you for the kind comment about my drawings. Good for you and your wife daring to embark on your journey. Far too may of us can’t bear letting those closest to us “in” out of fear. I’m not thinking too far into my future at the moment.

Hey there Amanda, yeah at 49 I’m a “kid” according to my buddy and his friend. I’m at peace with the possibility that I won’t be spanked again. Right now I can’t imagine finding another man who loves the way I can’t help giggling when the spanking is most intense, or someone who listens to my worries day to day, gives me advice and lets me argue until I’ve discovered my own peace.

Honestly, I wish I’d said it better, but, I’m not as sad about the possibility that I’ve had my last spanking as I am about the possibility that my buddy and I have fallen over a life changing ‘nadir’ and shared an ending we should have, but did not see coming. I can’t see myself betraying him or what we’ve shared by seeking anyone else right now. He’s as good as it gets ya’ know? I’m keeping him as a ‘bestest friend’ until I can’t anymore.

I’m so sorry to hear that your friend will be out of reach, and changes are always hard. Good luck and God bless.
Amanda